Yesterday our leadership team at work had an all-day retreat. I thought it wise of me to attend, so I was away from Mia all day. Mike spent the day with her and he reported that she laughed while I was gone! I was so disappointed to have missed it. I am struggling so much with going back to work for just that reason. I don't want to miss all her "firsts". I want to be there for all of them, not hearing about them from someone else. It just really sucks. I do enjoy my job and my co-workers, but Mia has my heart. I'd rather be with her any day.
When I go back to work on Monday, Mike will become Mr. Mom. He will keep her through the end of May and we'll start daycare June 2. At least I won't have to deal with the double stress on Monday of going back to work and leaving her at a strange place.
I wish I had a picture of our girl on her 11 week birthday, but who knows when we'll get another camera. We're trying to locate our warranty on the one I broke so we can try to get it fixed. In the meantime I'm going nuts not being able to capture all her cute moments.
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